Yes, my dear friend. I too, none other than the Christ of the End of the World, have committed crimes I can't forgive myself for. However, this is Existence, there is nothing more, and Existence simply won't judge us because it doesn't have that capacity. I choose to live, and to know Paradise before I die; this is what I've researched my entire life for. All of us who are alive now will drag our horrific crimes, assailed by anguish from time to time, until our death. But between assailants, we will experience real life, magnificent, grand, glorious… The sourceless gift that cannot be refused. I already feel this glory in moments, long moments, and I share it with you on this website.

    This is the end of the document “How it is the thing”. Please read it. It's very enlightening.